Passion oh passion

That is my status in my facebook now. I just feel depressed with the activities I do every day. For almost three years, I do a job that doesn’t reflect what I really love. Sad and bad feels for sure!! I guess it must be good if you work based on your passion, you won’t feel those activities as a job, but as an activities that you really love to do and you will be paid for doing that. Oh gosh, I want to cry sometimes. This is just an activity that I need to do to fulfill my financial needs. It doesn’t reflect what I want. This is not making me smarter than before. I need to end this as soon as possible. I need to find what I really love to do. Ya.. ya.. ya.. (Gen, you have already said that statement since hmm..wait.. Hmm yup, since 2 years ago, I guess!) Damn, time flies so fast, and I still the same as I am in 2 years ago, no big progress in life! Hiks!

Just wanted to write

Since my English capability is not well. So I decided to combine this blog into 2 languages. I desperately want to have a very good English capability and my dearest friend told me to practice it by blogging in English. Yes, I love to write, so it is good way to start blogging. At the first time I fully hard tried to write in English, even I ask my friend to review it before it published. But sometimes, lack of good grammar, made me stuck in write and finally cancel to publish. So right now, I decided to write it in 2 languages. The most important thing is I just want to share to others. I am not good in telling something directly, so write it into notes is more acceptable. :)